- 1st Day of school -

1st day of sch...
den Barid lesson no air-con for like 1 hour...
den he nearly blow up lor...
hahaz...
den told him my last semster statistics results...
he shock sia...
when he know I gt B...
hahaz...
of cos lah...
the one who always get last in class...
gt B for the whole module...

den I tell him...
his module very easy...
OMG...
if I failed den I darm no face...
but I noe I wont...
hahaz...

den tml lesson frm 8am to 10pm...
darm sucky lor...
dunnoe how to survive for 16 weeks...

den still havent call all my alumni members... =X

so many things to do yet so little time... =X

Mok Yu Ching...
U like lost contact with the whole world...

- Mok Yu Ching -

my regular customer of my blog is back...
went for a coffee chat with Mok Yu Ching after accred...
it has been some time since we sit down and chat seriously le...

he always tell mE he change a lot...
today den I believe him...
he hardly tok during accred and lunch...
has the very serious look...
usually he will jump ard when we are in campsite...
but not today...
he gt the very serious & diao look...
even Poh Huat & Wei Shan said he changed le...

Mok Yu Ching does nt only change in size...
become fatter le...
stop eating lah...
must start exercising le...
he also changed le...
cant explain...
those who really know him will know lor...

we tok a lot lor...
toooo many le...
sat down at coffee bean for ard 2 hours...
den we walked to AMK...
from Bishan to AMK lor...

walk through bishan park...
1st time go there...
den start to rain...
like 2 idiots walking lor...
walk to AMK KFC...

sit down at KFC and tok again...
OMG...
u guys must be wondering wat we can tok...
I also dunnoe..
we just tok lor...
abt LIFE, RC...

really missed those days when both of us chat hrs and hrs every nite...

- I Love Wu Yue Tian -

just back from Plaze Singapure...
went to see Wu Yue Tian with Wei Shan, Shui Hui, Yu Hui & Fiona...
they so cool...
they sing live through out lor...
they just simply rawks...

everyone was so high lor...
especially Shi Hui...
she was jumping and shaking her hands lor...
OMG... all go crazy le...

I am in LOVE with Wu Yue Tian le...
they r all so shuai...
when shaking hands...
I am lost of words...
dunnoe wat to say...

we all agree to go their concert next year...
hahaz...
must remember...
cant wait for the concert...

den gt Fiona skirt...
we force her to wear...
hahaz...
the pictures are all with Wei Shan...
hehez... evil laughs

- Link Camp -

now I have 8 kids...
they are all so cute...
and we had lots of fun for the whole 2 days...
they just rawkz lah...

take carez of them for the past 2 days...
including taking their meals...
refilling of their water bottles...
ensure that they sleep...
just everything lah..

den we have this link...
Ivan frm Garfield...
he sing Ai Ni darm well lor...
OMG...

den when doing toliet duty...
the kids keep complaining...
jie jie, why no heater...
jie jie, why bath time so short...
jie jie, why no these why no that...
Wei Shan & I were crazy lah...

and the instructors r crazy during prize presentation...
all instructors who went up...
will have a phrase lor...
we ran out of brain juice lor...

Link camp is more tiring den Cadet camp...
have to run ard wif them...
have to tok kid language wif them...
den have to act childish too...

after link camp...
i think i more thick skin le...
no more image infront of them le...
OMG...

but my MICKEY rawkz lor...
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH... =D

- Wei Shan Bday -
we celebrated Wei Shan Bday during pre-camp...
Fiona gt her out to parade square...
den we pour water down...
hahaz...
Kenny pour flour...
Shi Hui & Fiona pour water...
I push the cake into her face when she try to take out the candle using mouth...

Wei Shan went chasing Fiona, Shui Hui n mE...
the rest cant escape too...
we pull almost everyone out to the parade square...
and splash water...
Cool...
almost everyone is wet...

our conclusion was...
as a cadet we only use the parade square for footdrill and push-ups...
but nw as instructors we can play wayer in the parade square...

I think Wei Shan had a unforgettable Bday...

- I am Back -

has been some time dat i didnt update...
have been busy wif my stuff...
especially the fancy drill...
and we put up a great show yesterday...
everyone was very nervous...
especially the 6 of us...
Mizael, Edwin, Poh Huat, Poh Boon, Sara & mE...
it was our 1st time... =X

We will given a seat in the dinner...
but we gt no time to eat lor...
keep running ard...
gt duty to do...
den keep getting drinks for the cadets...

finally it is over...
den went for coffee after dat...
the 6 of US, Angeline and some sirs and ma'ams...
some funny things happened...
hahaz...

den slept till 3.30pm today...
if my cousin never come and disturb mE...
i wont wake up lor...
wah... switch on my hp den gt so many smses...
den went down HQ to find Poh Huat, Poh Boon, Sara & Andy Sir...
HQ really has become my 2nd home...

will be missing again for the next few days...
dun miss mE...
if gt anything impt u can reach mE at my HP...

btw Mok Yu Ching...
thanks to U...
I gt so many bodyguard when I am crossing the road yesterday...
just because of wat he told Michelle...

- Proud of U -

just back frm Plaza Singapure...
went to support Jimmy Goh...
he was in the Teens Model Search 2004...
went with Yah Fong, San & Lai Di...
Zhi An, Ron & Jia Le were there too...

diaoz.. was standing with his cousin and frenz...
his cousin is as crappy as him...
so both of us click very fast...
den he cant stay thru out the competition cos he gt match...
btw i dunnoe his name... hahaz...

Jimmy gt 2 awards...
Mr Photogenic and Mr Congenality... (dunnoe spell correctly anot)
now cannot eat like a monster le...
must gt image...
everyone know u le...

since he said he missed my punchs and pinches...
i gave him lots after his competition...
hehez... waiting for U to qing chi fan.... =P

hmm... although he didnt get 1st...
but we all know he is the best model manz...

JIMMY GOH RAWKz....

- Grandma -

went to pay respect to my late-grandma after visiting mY aunt...
felt very bad...
cos didnt go and see her for like 6 to 8 mths...
and many things happen...
really wished to tell her everything but not enough time...
so wish to see her tonight...

den my aunt gif mE her laptop...
wah... she used it for like once only lor...
den she dun wan le...

went to mY dad's shop...
ah kong and ah ma were very happy to see mE...
cos i also very long neber visit them le...
help mY parents... didnt do much...
but i helped to sweep the floor...
was my 1st time sweeping the shop lor...
hahaz...

today really very relaxed...
didnt think too much...
was relieved when paying respect to grandma...
really hoped to see her tonight in my dreams...

- Crazy -

I am just crazy during link camp briefing...
was playing and laughing all the day...
maybe is the stress frm 55th fancy drill...

really had a lot of fun with Fiona, Shanz, Shu Hui, Sara, Edwin, Mizael & many more...
long time no see le...
so gt alot to catch up...

hmm... actually Shanz and those who knows are smart ah...
hehez...

- LOVE -

hmm... why so many ppl blogging abt 'Love'
but their post are interesting...

and frm 1 of my frenz post...
I realised I had forgotten mY dreams...
dun wish to say what caused mE to forget mY dreams...
but now I know wat I want...

U guys will see a different jOanz...
esp mY Red Cross frenz...
more work than fun now...
will know when to be serious and when to play...

"the beauty of love is when two people of different dreams, different paths and different beliefs work together to create a common goal they seek in life. it is when two different dreams combine into one. it is when two paths merge as one. and it is when two beliefs become one." Quoted frm Wei Shan's

- a gReat daY-

wahahaz... gt mY results today...
I pass ALL modules including Accounts and Stats...
was checking my results using Dor ma'am computer...
den went thru with just 1 look...
thought dat I had failed accounts when I gt a D...

den Mizael and the rest told mE dat D in poly is a pass....
den I jump and was very happy...
which means no sup papers... hahaz...
den it really brighten mY day...

den went for fancy drill practise...
Jian Fu Sir came to campsite after he booked out...
den when he was teaching the cadets 'Michale Jackson" drill...
Mizael, Poh Huat, Poh Boon & I were taking our phone or camera taking photos...
like crazy fans looking at their idol lor... hahaz...
but I failed... I think Mizael gt it video down... =D

Fancy drill was fun and tiring too...
cos using the new songs and gt some changes in the steps...
Lutfi was very crappy...
Angela is scared of mE when I am holding the poppers... -_-"

I think with the new songs and movements...
it looks better and nicer...
btw I was playing most of the time... hehez...
playing with our 'weapon'...
hehez...

Here are my results....
Accounting - D
Econs - C
Statistics - B
Marketing - C+
EWS - C+
Business Software - B

Dr Badri must be very happy with my stats results...
frm getting last in ICA till nw a B in exams... =D

ijtp fancy drill: gd job for overcoming the fear of poppers... =D

- mY testimonials -

was approving 1 of my testi in friendster...
den when it refreshed...
all my testimonials all gone...
den nw friendster cannot log in...
cross my fingers...
hope friendster gt problem...
den return all my testi back...

all the hard work of my frenz... =X

- Friends -

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
If you care about! me as much as I care about you

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends...

*Very TRUE isnt it?*

- Time Flies -

WTF... should have let Auntie Jane cut my hair...
that new girl cut my hair till so short lor... =X
hope that my hair grow fast...

Went for work today...
hmm... lao bird liao...
so need to teach the new birds wat to do and stuff...
most importantly how to eat snake... hehez...
did nthing much today cos Auntie Colin ask the 2 boys to do...
hahaz...

after hearding wat Auntie Colin said...
really hope Wilson come back and take the shop again...
he is better lor...
want to increase pay just tell him when he is in gd mood...
and he treat us better... =D

Saw all my juniors today...
all so worried sia...
mugging till the last minutes...
1 yr ago...
I was nt so worried lor...

time really flies...
1 yr ago I was the one taking O-level...
and now doing diploma in poly liao...
really very fast lor...

I think now Nicholas Junus can run liao lor...
no more holding on to Mr Junus leg le... hahaz...

- i've leaRnEd -

leaRn fRom tHE mistAKes oF oTHers..yOu cAn't livE lOng eNouGh tO maKE thEm aLl yOUrsElf...

i'vE leaRnEd dAt you cannORt mAke sOmeOne lOve yOu..
aLl you cAn dO is tO be sOmeone dAt cAn be lOved...
thE reSt is uP tO tHem...

i'vE leARned thAt nO mAtter hOw mUch i cAre,
some pEople jUz dOn cAre bAck...

i'vE leArned thAt it tAkes yeArs tO bUild uP tRusT,
and oNly sEcoNds tO dEstRoY iT...

i'VE leaRnEd tHAt iT'z nOrt whAt u hAve iN uR liFe...
bUt whO yOu havE iN yOur liFe cOunts...

i'vE leARned thAt yOu sHOuldn't cOmpaRe uRsElf tO thE besT otHErz cAn dO...

i'vE leaRned thAt you cAn dO sUmtiNk iN an instANt thAT wiLl giVe yOu heaRtaChe feR life...

i'vE leaRned thAt it's tAkiNg me a lOng tiME to bEcome thE pErsOn i wANt tO be...

i'vE leARned thAt yoU sHould alwAys leAve lOved oNes wiTh lOviNg wORds...
it mAy be thE last tiMe yOu sEe tHEm...

i've leaRned thAt you cAn kEEp goInG loNg afTEr yOu cAn't...

i've leaRned thAt we aRe resPonsibLe fEr whAt we dO, no mAtter hOw wE fEel...
thAt eithEr yoU contRol uR attitUdE
oR iT cOntRols yoU...

i'vE leARned thAt mY bEst fRen And i cAn dO anythIng oR nOthiNg aNd hAVe thE bEsT tiMe...

i'vE leaRned thAt the pEoplE yOu expEct to kiCK yOu whEn yOU're dOwn wiLl be thE oNes tO picK yOu bAck uP...

i'vE leARned thAt sumtiMEz whEn i'M anGRy i hAve the riGht tO be angry
,bUt thAT doEsn't give me tHe rigHt tO be cRuEl...

i'vE leARneD thAt jUz bEcUZ sUm1 dOesn't lOve yoU thE wAy you wANt thEm tO,
doesn't meAn tHey dOn lOve yoU wiTh aLl tHEy hAve...

i'vE leArnEd thAT nO mattEr gUd a fRen is,thEy're gOinG to hURt yOu evEry oncE in a whIle and yOu mUz fOrgivE thEm feR thAt...

i'vE leaRned thAt nO mattER hOw bad yOur heaRt is bRoken tHE woRld dOesn't stOp fer yOur gRiEf...

i'vE leaRNt thAT oUr bAckgRoUnd and ciRcumsTAnces mAy havE infLuencEd whO wE Are,
bUt we aRe respoNsiBle fEr whO wE bEcoMe.

i've leArned tHAt evEn whEn u tHiNk yOu hAve nO mORE to givE,wHen a fRen cRies oUt tO yOu,yOu wiLl fInd tHe strengTh to hElp...